Amazing story, a very big inspiration! It's very uncommon for people to score better on the actual test than their PTs, did you get anywhere in the 160s before?

Don't give up if law school is your dream! Try switching the way you are studying! If you are focusing heavily on PTs I would recommend switching to drilling for a while, I saw lots of improvement on my PTs after focusing mainly on drilling for about a month. Even just going through your analytics and then focusing heavily on the course videos where you seem to be having the most issues. It's frustrating and hard but definitely worth it if its something you really want! You've got this :)