It is frustrating, I feel you. Try to put yourself in a mindset accepting that it is hard (because it is). Try to find more enjoyment in the fact it is difficult and focus on what you think you've improved on. If you need a day or two to recollect yourself because that space can be productive if you are feeling burnt out. The questions are hard enough without the accumulated pressure we put on ourselves. Good luck on what you do next. I'm down to be an ear if you need a moment to vent because I can relate so just message me if you need one!