Hey everyone,
I am really looking to you for advice.
Here is my situation:
I wrote in October, but there was a problem at my test centre, and I did not receive accommodations for my first section (I have an actual learning disability), and I was informed of this MID section 1, so I rushed through the last 10Qs in that section and feel like i ruined my score. I did not receive my score yet (I have the option to cancel, until December). I felt horrible after the exam. I know the first section for LR went badly, but I felt like the others were OK (I received accommodations after the first section). In October, my score was constant ~158, but the week before the exam it was 158-157-158-156-155-154-152-151 (no lie — i stopped at that point), mostly careless errors at that point from not reading properly, but I was hyper-alert during the exam. I tried to fix that for the exam. The only thing stopping me from cancelling is that the exam was “harder” than anticipated (at east according to my friends) and for some reason, whenever things are hard they work out for me.
I wrote again in November, and, surprise, i feel like garbage. I flagged like 20 questions. I found I got time-sucked on a couple of Qs. I was scoring more consistently the month of November, between 158-162 (my BR between 165-173). I felt pretty good about the games. I was eh about the LR, but the more I “read” and “think” about the “real LR” the worse I feel. On each practice PT I flag the same amount of questions.
My dilemma is that I do not know if I should cancel my October score, and take the free retake in January. Normally I would leave it, but the university I am aiming for averages scores. I have been studying since the end of may. And, in all honesty, I am EXHAUSTED and mentally drained and really do not want to write in January. I feel brain dead, and I’ve been having nightmares from this stupid exam.
I really do not want to drag this exam out. I am also going back to work full-time in January and I am likely going to have a hard time studying and working at the same time (and taking ‘time off’ is not an option since I have 0 financial support at home, besides free rent which will be gone if I do not go back to work).
I wanted advice because I do not really trust myself to make the right decisions at this point, since my confidence has dropped from 0 to -10, but I also really need to hit 160. I feel like a slave.
If you were in my shoes, what would you do? I would love to hear any advice you have to offer (for real — its been incredibly helpful thus far) and greatly appreciate the time you’ve taken to read this :)
I had the same issue with LR
I found I could get ~20 right untimed (only 10 minutes over), but then when i started timing for the first time i got like 5 right (and, mathematically i should have gotten 15). I would go over it and think “well i could have gotten this”.
Have you tried focusing your attention on 3 games? Maybe 2. I started doing this for LR, I figured 10/15 is better than 5/25. I got better with time and a lot of practice. But do it properly, read it slowly, and do not rush. Cover the time with a sticky note. I think there is something about the timing aspect that just makes people panic or rush or misread. Sometimes, you need to take a step back, catch your breath, and just think about it.
There was also a 7Sage article I read about “flooding theory” or something like that. I write down the worst case scenario. Like what is the worst that can come out of failing this test? I take it again. I get in the cycle after. This is the absolute worst.
I know this is a lot easier said than done, obviously, and its a lot harder on the actual test day (I find i personally tend to get “stuck” on hard questions because I want to get them so badly). Keep redoing the CC until you can see the game’s inferences clear as day, in your head. Do a lot of misc games.
I also have been giving myself rules like “chose and move when u know its the ansr”. I have a horrid habit of checking to make sure the others are wrong when I KNOW its right. My other rules are no changing your answer unless you are 100% sure, if you have to re-read a rule 3x skip the game.
I hope this is somewhat helpful :)