I can't really believe what I a going through right now to be honest. I studied diligently for 8 months...did the 7sage course did practice questions, timed sections, about 5 timed PT's and I cant even get past 140's on my timed tests....IDK what happens during timed tests...everything just flies out the window I guess? My last blind review was a 160...not the best but it at least means I understand something about this test....on my BR I am usually -5 to -9 on each LR section -5 to -9 on RC and -0 to -3 on logic games...Why am I not getting this on my timed tests? I have never ever studied so hard for something to see little to no results...to be honest at this point I just want to at least score in the 150's to move on with my life. I have never been a good test taker, but I always did either average or slightly above average, but with this test I just get no where. This test is of no indication what so ever to my future capabilities as a lawyer, or my intelligence, but for some reason it is truly making me depressed with a feeling of hopelessness.
I know posting things like this on a forum is inappropriate, but I def need to talk to fellow test takers because every time I talk to someone about my feelings with this test they just say "its only a test, and one bad test wont ruin your entire future."
@sarahfatima @jennilynn89537 I was actually just talking to my significant other about all the things you guys have mentioned here. I personally think the reason why I am so devastated is because I can wholeheartedly say that I never failed at anything;no matter what it was in my life that I did, if I put my my mind to it, I achieved it. Whether it be academia, athletics, personal goals I just never failed. Anytime I said something was gonna happen I worked myself to the bone until I made it happen, and it never took me long...EVER. This is truly my first failure in life; the first thing I ever said I was going to do and was unable to for what ever reason. When I started studying for this test, I had, not even the slightest of doubts, that I was going to score in the 170's, and now I am here, and no 170. It really does not help that I was always at the top of class in school as well, yes it might not be an ivy school, but I surely was surrounded by atleast some intelligent human beings. I stopped stressing so much about what I get on this test. I accepted my fate, and all I can do now is just continue to work hard, and make the best with what I have, after all it really is just a test.