Hello all,
Now that I've had a little bit of time to reflect on my June score, I was hoping to find some people to indulge with me in some "philosophical" conversation about what it all means.
I scored a 164 on the June test, 7 ish points lower than my PT average. I completely bombed one LR section (pretty uncommon since LR is generally my strongest) and did really pretty well on the remainder. It was the first section and presumably, the issue was related to nerves.
I want desperately for my LSAT score to begin with 17..and I'm not really sure why. My pride? A personal goal?
I plan to attend a (fairly) strong regional school because I know where I want to practice and already own a house in the area, I am not really a non-traditional student but am definitely not K-JD. I will apply to other schools but primarily for scholarship leverage. For this particular school and considering my URM status, my numbers (or lower) have led to admission plus substantial scholarship for others.
I plan to retake but... I'm also conflicted. Others in the area would likely take the score and run. I'm not happy with my score and know that I can do better (I haven't score a 164 on a prep test in a long while).
My question- has anyone else become obsessed with the LSAT itself and lost sight of the fact that it's a means to an end? I certainly have. Thoughts?
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If someone's goal is to hit 170+, and they get 160s then I can see why its a disappointment. To put it into perspective my goal is just to get 160+, but if I got 150s then I would be devastated knowing that's not my full potential.
So I think you have a reason to be upset, but I wouldn't worry about it too much, just give it another shot in October .
I guess I'm just trying to figure out whether this goal I've set is a positive or if it just adds undue stress to the situation. The 170+ goal is definitely self-imposed.
It sounds like you feel the same way, so I would probably retake if I were you just to shore up your chances at your target school, but if you get a 169 I would just be confident that you'll reach your desired end when acceptances come back. And in the end, once you're in law school, not many people will care what your LSAT score was (not anyone that matters anyways), and that will only become more true as you become a lawyer. You know what you really want, so don't get caught up in the score once it can do what you need it to do.
My decision now is whether I should try again and attempt to go to UT (whose median is around 167) which would require another 2-3 months of prep, stress, time, effort, etc. and where I'd probably not get a lot of scholarship money because I'd be on the lower end of the GPA / LSAT scale, AND where I'd be required to attend law school full time without any income or health insurance.
OR
Be happy with my 165, apply at UHouston, probably get an average award pkg, and go part time where I can also make a regular working salary of like 40-50k, and not be knee deep in dept by the time I get out.
Of course UT is like the "harvard of the south" but when I really consider all factors, is it really wise to put all my eggs in that basket? Bar passage rate from Houston is very high. The price is reasonable. The area is nice. It all just kind of "makes sense" whereas striving for this ideal of some affluent school really doesn't.
So that's great for all the 180 HYS people, but I think my 165 is exactly where I need to be, exactly what I wanted out of my prep, and perfectly acceptable for my target school (UH 75th percentile is like 163) and so.. I may hang up my pencil sharpeners and just call this one a day! It's been a wonderful experience, and I'm very satisfied with the discipline I was able to conjure up and the skills I learned while doing it like critical reading and logical reasoning.
First game, I went through 3 or 4 of the questions just to realize that something was wrong, the answers weren't falling into place like they normally did. Going back to the rules I saw that I read the word "before" as the word "after" and had to start the game all over again. The pressure was on, I wasted close to 5 minutes of test time, and then I got to game 2 and did it all over again. Twice I had made a careless reading error that affected my diagrams and all I could think about was that my score was ruined. I skipped the game entirely, raced through games 3 and 4, and returned to game 2 with 3 minutes left hoping to salvage what I could. Ultimately, my mistakes here did me in and I got a 169.
Good news is that I have one bullet left! I recognize 169 is a good score, but still quite a bit lower than by average so I'm retaking the test in October and plan to kill it then once and for all. You asked if anyone has lost sight of the fact that the test is just a means to an end, and you can definitely put me in that camp. But it's also a kind of end in and of itself, too! My favorite writer today, Ta-Nehisi Coates, wrote this about his struggles learning French: "To "have it," I must manage my emotional health. Part of that long-term management—beyond French—is giving myself an opportunity to get better at difficult things. There is absolutely nothing in this world like the feeling of sucking at something and then improving at it. Everyone should do it every ten years or so."
The LSAT has afforded me that opportunity, and its been (weirdly) fun working at it and improving. Maybe thats why that 170+ score is so important, to you, to me, and to a whole lot of other 7sagers out there. My two-cents: take the test again! You said it yourself... many people would take a 164 and run. You acknowledge that you've already achieved a great score, so there's nothing to lose and everything to gain by retaking. Whatever happens, take solace in the fact that you've given yourself an opportunity to get better at difficult things.
Good luck!
Like I always say, its really up to your long term goals. If you're going to HYS or you need that big scholarship or whatever, then get that great score but keep in mind this is just a test to get you in the door, you haven't even begun the journey yet.
Just don't let it get in the way of what's important - the people you love and you're real dreams.