UGGGH...

I feel so blank currently. I know what topic I want to write about, and I have currently wrote two copies of this PS but they're basic criteria of what I have to say in 500 words or less. I'm also not applying to a top rated school. I'm from WV so I'm staying close to home for school so I will be applying to surrounding areas. I am new to writing these, and no lie, I am quiet discouraged about this. I have the basic admissions course, but I really don't want to pay anymore towards upgrading because money is not something I want to "throw around" right now. I would love somebody to read my first go around at this, but I also don't want them to be like "Uh this is terrible. Just stop now."

Soooooo.. I need some help but not discouragement. If this makes sense.

currently fake laughing to calm my nerves

If anybody has any advice, that would be great. If anybody wants to read it and be opened minded, that would be great also. lol