Withdrawing first test?

im aiming for t-14/t-30 schools but have been averaging 159 on PTs. i’m scheduled for october and november for my first LSAT but am now wondering if i should just withdraw from the october LSAT to save a try/avoid it on my record knowing that i am going to take the november lsat regardless. or is it better to understand how the lsat works??? money is not a deciding issue since i’m more concerned about how my choices affect admissions

I think if my november lsat is below the schools i’m aiming for, i’d probably just go for next cycle. i’m also not entirely opposed to reapplying but just feel so stressed about having to get everything in before december.

I am so conflicted because i don’t wanna waste anything but also i don’t wanna delay more than i have to. any advice would be so appreciated!!!