Sorry for the dramatic title. I wasn't going to post this because I don't want to scare any future test takers, but I really need some help. I was averaging 169 consistently for the final month and a half before the September LSAT. Well, I got a 150. This is 8 points lower than my cold diagnostic. I have no idea what happened. I told myself that I wouldn't let this number define me, but I'm absolutely crushed. Between full-time school, work, and a special needs child I don't have time to study for the December LSAT, but I'm planning on retaking it in February.
Here is my average previous to the September LSAT:
LR: -3
LG: -2
RC: -3
Here was my actual score breakdown:
LR: -11
RC: -15
LG: -9
LR: -11
Looking over the test and my answers (briefly, it was very painful), I can clearly see the mistakes that I made. I struggled in EVERY section, which is strange because it did not feel very difficult. I'm not sure what caused this drop, nerves possibly? I don't know. I'm considering taking an actual in-classroom course, but I just don't have the money and I would have to take out a student loan to do it. I also let my subscription here lapse because I was confident that I was ready. Ugh! I feel like I'm in a nightmare.
What should I do? I could really use some clarity about this situation.
Comments
You can do this.
If you felt anxious after starting the timer on practice runs, then I don't think it would be too far-fetched to say that there was something about a timed section that contributed to your score drop on the actual test (despite finishing each section early). I think timing your practice sections is essential to making sure that the conditions under which you're practicing will be as similar to the real test as possible. Otherwise, you're kind of gimping yourself by introducing too many unforeseen variables on the actual test.
Personally, I also experienced that same, awful anxiety when I first hit the timer during my initial practice tests. However, having timed a plethora of sections, timed conditions became such a natural and stress-free experience.
Cheers. Hopefully, you can find a solution that works best for you in your future studies.
You can certainly get back into it and get up to your PT scores again! Best of luck!
With that being said, where you are now and what you got on the September exam really and truly isn't that bad of a spot to be in for two reasons: 1.Your previous scores show that you know the material quite well. 2.You didn't officially and rigorously iron-out your timing issues in the PT phase. There is certainly room for tangible and real improvement here in my estimation. It would probably pay dividends to view to September as a practice run, you've got the feeling of test-day and you have something to build on. My recommendation would be to use September as that: a learning experience. Whats done is done my friend and you can only grow from this experience.
-Good luck and stay in touch
Another option you might want to look into though is an administered PT which is something a lot of colleges and universities offer. Check around at the schools in your area and see if any of them offer that. That would be a great resource for you.