I used to do something similar. Have you tried working with a 7sage tutor? Just using a 7sage tutor changed the way I think and helped me get over this.
No I have not, however I do not have the money to shell out for a tutor, nor do I actually want to shell out any more money. Thank you for the suggestion though.
I'm spending it making a pros and cons list for Yale, Harvard, Stanford, Full-ride Columbia, Chicago, and NYU, fully knowing it will soon become a useless file.
... want to pay for a tutor is because I just think ... questions. I feel that a tutor at this point in my ... worse I will get a tutor for sure, but for now ... that I will get a tutor. Thank you for your guidance ...