After mulling over my September score a couple days now and trying to assess where I went wrong, I am wondering if I was too confident on gameday.
Before going into the test, I knew that I had some anxiety about performance. I tried to mitigate that by mentally preparing myself in advance, telling myself to find a balance between confidence and nervousness, and believing in my training. On gameday, I was calm and and after the test, I felt that I had done better than expected. I thought I would've scored above average.
However, my actual score does not reflect how I felt. In fact, I scored outside even my lowest expected score. It's hard to accept this score when I thought I did everything correctly, that I placed so much mental effort into focusing to do well. Now I'm thinking that I was too confident on gameday. This made me complacent, and this feeling led me to deviate from my normal test taking strategies.
For December, I have to find a better balance between confidence and being aware of complacency. Anyway, I'm wondering if anyone else experienced this, and how are you planning to overcome this aspect of the test?
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I'll say this as well: It is very difficult to stick to the plan. On test day, I suddenly felt a disconnect between myself and everything I'd learned. Something between my mind and my actions wasn't firing right. So what I did was to remove my present self from the equation and let my training take over. I made decisions not based on what I thought or felt but rather based on what I would have done on a PT. So for example, if I'm 80% confident about a given answer choice, I choose it and move on without even looking at the other answers. Then I come back at the end and eliminate the others if there's time. Well, on the first question I was like 95% certain on the answer choice, but I started eliminating the remaining answers anyway. I had to stop myself and go against what I felt. I deferred to my training. I trusted in it more than I trusted in myself in that particular moment. After awhile, I forgot myself and was able to carry on normally. If I hadn't made that initial effort though, no way could I have pulled it off.
You NEED to be confident, in order to succeed at anything. A LOT of people go into this test lacking any confidence whatsoever and that can absolutely hinder you as a test taker. Eliminate the anxiety by taking some pressure off of yourself!
Not confident enough? You'll waste too much time second-guessing your answers. You won't do well.
In short, I take the test. I don't let the test take me. I'm skeptical of my own instincts because I know the test is designed to trip me up, but I still choose an answer and move forward quickly.