Sorry to be melodramatic, but all of life is hopeless and I want to die. Just kidding, at least about the dying part, but I need some advice about to what to do.
I just walked away from PT 79 (SPOILER, I'm going to discuss the order of the sections) in the middle of the RC section - which is usually my best section. I didn't feel like the RC section or the LR section before it was any more difficult than any other PT, but I just felt like my mind was in a haze. I was moving much slower than usual and felt like I wasn't comprehending what I was reading.
Some background - I went to bed early last night, slept well, got up early, exercised, ate breakfast, had coffee, warmed up with half of a LR section and 2 easy Logic Games. I felt confident - I really felt like this was the day I would get a 170. I have done well (for me) on my last 5 PT with an average of 164.8 (166,166,167,162,163). I took a timed, proctored PT 73 last Saturday under test-day conditions and I didn't do as well as I had been doing (163). This damaged my confidence some, but I attributed the score to nerves which caused me to choke on the LG section. But that's always my worst section. I normally get -2/-3 on RC and LR and today I felt like I was choking on those!
So, what do I do? Don't say postpone. I know it's good advice, but my situation is different than most of you and I have to take the test on Saturday. I'm taking advantage of the University of Oklahoma's "early entry" program and I need a score to finish my application. I can retake in Feb and even June for scholarship purposes, and my lowest score is still in the top 25% for OU. Do I take a day or two off? Is this just regular burnout or something else?
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It's funny how subtly burnout creeps up on us. No one ever realizes it's happening until they're so deep into it that it's blatantly obvious to everyone else. Take care!
@"Cant Get Right" is the one who warned me I was headed for major burn out on his webinar last week...
Sure enough 4 days later I completely lost it while drilling and had a damn near breakdown. Burnout is more real than I ever believed.
I myself took a break with just over a week left before test day, and it was tremendously beneficial. Again, you already have down your knowledge and good habits (not to say these can't improve in the future), so taking a few days off won't make you forget anything. And so long as you give yourself some time for light drilling before the test, you won't be coming in stale at all.
i like you.