Yeah, I did every bit as bad as I thought I did. I too had a massive battle with anxiety during the test, and it cost me. Not going to bother writing again, though. I sacrificed too much time already to wait another year.
Yeah it's tough. No question about it. 85% of the battle is creating a realistic/manageable study plan and committing to it. Unfortunately life gets in the way and it makes committing to said plan that much harder. Keep strong everyone!