Forgive me for complaining I just need to vent :')
I know everyone says the progress isn't linear, but it is SO hard to find the motivation to study after your score goes down
Three weeks ago I got a 169 on a prep test. I was ecstatic. After 3 months of studying, I felt like I was finally about to break into the 170's.
Eager to prepare for another prep test, I spent the last three weeks adding to my wrong answer journal, going through the syllabus, and drilling question types I got wrong. I felt so confident.
I just finished another prep test about an hour ago, and I scored a 164. It is not a bad score at all, and in fact if you told me 3 months ago that I would score a 164 I wouldn't believe you. But now, I feel like that 169 was just a fluke. I feel lost on how I can study better, and I am scared my score is plateauing, and I will burn out.
I just don't know how I should study more effectively. Should I just focus on going through the course? Should I just drill over and over again? I just don't know.
I know just about everyone here has gone through something similar, so I would appreciate ANY advice you have for me on how to regain this motivation and study better.
Thank you for letting me vent, good luck to everyone studying!